I AM ME!!

i am: So tired!!!

i think: that life is rough, but there are so many times when it is all worth it!

i know: that things will work out for the best just maybe not the best way we imagined

i have: alot to be thankful for

i wish: I lived closer to my family

i dislike: being late, stupid drivers, and dirty feet

i miss: going to bed on time

i fear: losing Jason and raising 3 kids all alone

i feel: overwhelmed with everything I need to get done

i hear: "Mommy, Mommy, Mommy" all day long

i smell: Chocolate cookies..I just baked some

i crave: chocolate chip cookies and diet coke (not necessarily together)

i usually: plan out my day but it never goes the way I plan it

i search: for my shoes (Rayden likes to move them around the house)

i wonder: what my life would be like if I had done a few things different

i regret: Not doing my kids scrapbooks and writing down all of their milestones

i love: being done with school and having no homework so I can finally spend more time with my family

i care: about my kids feelings and how they are treated

i always: wash my face before bed

i worry: how my kids will turn out

i am not: a very patient mom

i remember: having fun, being single, partying lots, and getting to sleep in!

i believe: that people are good no matter what their religion or their belief

i dance: whenever there is music and at the end of DVD's with my kids

i don’t always: pay attention or listen very closely

i write: to do lists

i win: whenever I leg wrestle

i lose: whenever I make a bet with Jason..you think I would learn

i never: thought I would be done with school

i listen: to lots of whining!

i don't understand: why I can't stay on top of my bills...I hate paying them

i can usually be found: on the phone or the computer

i am scared: of something bad happening to Jason while he is at work (like falling down an elevator shaft) or someone taking my kids

i need: to get my act together and organize my house

i forget: to pay the credit card bill and now I have a late fee.

i am happy about: Going to bed :)